This might have come a little late but I’m posting my 2010 to-do-please-bless-me list. Believe me, each January 1st, I usually did something I thought I might like to be doing for the entire year like cleaning my room or cleaning my room. I guess it’s always been my goal—have a livable room. So did I let that go this year? Hmm. Not exactly. This year, I asked someone to do it for me. And guess what? I’ve asked thrice already since day 1! So yeah, I believe that’s going to be a ritual this year. To top my list, again, I’ll make sure someone will be available for my room and my peace.
The second one, I believe is more important however, it might be more difficult to achieve, too. I need to and will get a daytime job. I plan to teach, I want to teach. But I don’t want to be teaching English. I’m not good with the language. I’d rather teach numbers but that is something my college degree denies me of. BUT I KNOW SOMETHING. Teaching is not my passion. Well, maybe it’s something that comes easily for me (seriously). But it’s not a vocation I wish to spend my entire life doing. I guess I really just want everyone to at least have the same education I do. I embrace the truth that learning paves a smoother way to living. Honestly, I want to be president. Or at least that someone which has the authority to spend everyone’s money to something valuable and productive. I want the next generation of Filipinos to be as free as they want to be. Yes, I don’t feel free. I feel limited to what my country is treated as (whatever this means.) I’ve said too much when all I really want to say is that I want to have a daytime work that does not coincide with my tutorial at night. I need cash as of the moment. My passion has to wait while I seek it.
Another thing in my list is to finish everything about the house this year. The house might be livable a month from now but I yet have to buy a lot of household stuff: bed, kitchen utensils, electronic appliances and other inanimate objects which might make my mansion a little less livable with their absence. This year will be dedicated to the house, mostly. I want that before I leave, my mother will have a safe place to stay at. I may have spent for it but it’s not really mine. It’s a gift to a mom, or a woman, who’s given most of her life to two people she's forgotten she has herself to please, too.
Did I mention I’d leave? Well, I want to. In fact, it’s one thing I will not give up to get. But that’s not going to happen this year so I won’t elaborate any further. J
I have more-possible-to-achieve list and I’m going to update this site on that in a while.
Meanwhile, if you are by any how friends with 2010, please tell it to be good to me. I’ll be the same. ;)
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